Finding it difficult.

Just finding it difficult to blog at the moment. I have nothing to talk about . . .

Um…

I can’t find anything inspiring, or halfway interesting to blog about, so I guess this silly, oopsie apology post will have to do.

The internet is full of douchebags.

It upsets me how many people trolled me when I tried to raise awareness for suicide. Okay, a twitter hash tag trend might not help a million people, but if it helps just one person, it’s worth doing. Chances are it’s going to help someone, even if it’s indirectly or subconsciously. I mean how hard is it to post one tweet saying “#AlwaysChooseLife” ? It’s not that hard, it’ll take you less than a minute. And if you don’t have a twitter account, don’t post a tweet. It’s that simple. You don’t have to go ranting and trolling about how a “stupid tag” isn’t going to make any difference. If you don’t agree, just don’t say anything! By ranting about how “silly teenagers” don’t have any idea how “hard” life really is, and that all people who talk about killing themselves are sad attention seekers just makes you look like an insensitive asshole. Some people might be attention seekers, and so what if they are? “When trolls trick you into clicking on a spam offer or a promised porn link, maybe they prove you’re greedy or a pervert, and it makes you feel stupid. But if they trick you into saying something nice to an imaginary suicidal person, what does that prove? That you have a heart and care about human life? Ha ha! That troll sure exposed you!“

La di dah.

Bought some dye today, Nemo’s coming over tomorrow to help me put it in.

We’re also going planning for my party on Saturday! 😀 Stoked! Can’t wait. Should be good craic.

Help please #AlwaysChooseLife

Hey everyone, I’m trying to get “#AlwaysChooseLife” trending on twitter for suicide awareness. Any support would be greatly appreciated. My twitter is @Explosive_Brona. I will retweet you if you use the tag.

Blaaaaaaaaaah.

I have so much homework to do. I really don’t feel like doing it. I’m actually dying for it to be June so I can get my exams over with. I honestly don’t care at this point how many points I get as long as I bloody pass.

Sorry about the recent short blog posts. I am just so uninspired at the moment, I don’t know what to write about.

Happy St.Patrick’s day!

La Fheile Padraig Shona Daoibh!

Amounting to something…

I never know what to write for these blogs, I just hope that inspiration will some how find me. It doesn’t always, thus my silly short little posts that nobody reads. Or if they do they’re not intriguing enough for people to post on and let me know they’re reading, and would like me to keep writing nonsense each day.

I dream of amounting to something but so many things are holding me back, my health mainly. The next thing would probably be means to develop an idea. My perseverance is greatly affected by my lack of stamina because of my Cystic Fibrosis. It’s demotivating. I wish I could do something with my life. I recently thought of doing a short film of my daily routine as I have so many things to do. Medication, nebulisers, feed, ventilator at night, more and more being added to my routine as I get older. I mean I don’t even go to school, I have to get taught at home because I don’t have the energy for school.

Blood, ah!

I’ve got to do a blood test later today. Some drug level in my blood has to be checked. Prescription drugs. Don’t worry. I just hate blood tests so much. Yes, I have cream that numbs my skin, but it’s still so uncomfortable and annoying. I really don’t like it. I nearly always get upset, even if it doesn’t hurt that particular time. Ugh, I hate that I have to do them.

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